CP v2 IMSG-001 — iMessage Forensic Extract: Drugging & Poisoning (126 Messages)
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): Are you off your pills?
TARA→ Catherine Cutright (+14152690296): And stuff self medicating
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): No medicine. What's with your fan n forcing the kids to take meds they are not necessary.
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): R u on new medication recently btw?
TARA→ Arizona Friend (+14803264584): f medical-grade eyelid strips
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): I dunno. I think you need to hangs your medication.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): I just had a dream where I took 4 of an early abortion pill from the health food store
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): They don't have those pills at the store- I just felt sad. Very believable but then I woke up
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): Yeah u need to modify your medication.
→TARA NYC Friend E (+19172444234): Scott was so sweet he came home with soup and medicines
→TARA NYC Friend E (+19172444234): But want to shower up take a pill and knock myself out ..
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): You have major drug and alcohol issues
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): She is prescribed lithium and ability
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): The American diet. Poison.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): I'm also barely taking any medication so think that transition if affecting my mood big time
→TARA Contact #13 (+19145227262): I'm out of the office for four weeks. Call me next week and we can have a phone session and I will renew your medication. Thanks.
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): It's literally poison.
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): U like your pills though.
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/releases/144912.php
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): Because tap water is poison. Duh.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): I love you though! We will be together soon. I can't even think about traveling right now I can barely hold down food even with anti nauseous medication ☹️
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): I still have very bad morning sickness- it sucks and I'm bored out of my mind, but there is not much to do but weather it out- the anti nauseous medication only slightly helps
→TARA Westchester Friend B (+19143277168): Don't forget to take ur medicine
→TARA Westchester Friend B (+19143277168): How much medicine do u have to take again
→TARA Westchester Friend B (+19143277168): go take ur medicine
→TARA NYC Friend C (+19179160439): Hahah! I should just drug his morning coffee.
TARA→ Arizona Friend (+14803264584): You didn't do drugs there right?
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): Haha no drugs. Fresh watermelon juice everyday
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): Do you need me to bring seroquel too? I stopped taking it
TARA→ Contact #0 (None): It's freaking me out- I always take drugs when I fly normally
TARA→ Westchester Friend A (+19147742351): Now you can afford medical care!
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): Tap water is poison
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): He seems to have it in his head I'm poison and his bad person and I've done nothing- he just won't ever be able to make up this time it's just so hurtful.
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy located at 395 COURT STREET. Please pick it up. Reply HELP for Help
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I don't think I will be there after you have poisoned your family to me and especially after that last call with your sister.
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): He said "I don't think I will be there after you have poisoned your family to me and especially after that last call with your sister."
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): I was talking to him on speaker phone and she was in the next room- I was sobbing BC he was going nuclear on how I'm a poisonous person, he doesn't want to be with me romantically ever, ECT. My sister basically said how dare you speak to Tara like that- she's 8 months pregnant, very hormonal, sick a...
TARA→ Arizona Friend (+14803264584): Yeah it's fine so far- I wouldn't bring him home with me though he takes here. But fully prepared for some mental/drug blow up at any point
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy. Pls pick it up. Check out i.cvs.com/RNgROxm for more details. HELP for Help
→TARA LI Friend (+15164563276): You can't eat or drink and they try all these different drugs and methods and I wasn't dilating
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I am always kind to you and I meant what I said that you and the baby will want for nothing. But you need to recognize how poisonous and destructive you can be when you become emotional. Please let someone you trust take a serious try at working with me to create a clearer foundation for our daughte...
TARA→ Contact #0 (None): Riley loves the pregnancy pillow
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I wish I could just be drugged up half coma from now until giving birth- I don't know how I will make it three more weeks!! Still a chance I will go early 🤞🏻
→TARA LI Friend (+15164563276): No. Not at all - she's on a respirator and drugs are making her heart beat at the moment for the most part
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): https://www.reuters.com/article/us-health-adhd-pregnancy-defects/adhd-drug-tied-to-heart-defects-in-babies-idUSKBN1EU1ZY
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I can't I have to see the doctor every week now. I just think I'm partially so sick all the time bc I am alone. I've barely left this apartment in months- I'm all doped up on medications so I will not be hysterical all the time. It's just sad- I don't take good enough care of the dogs or myself- I j...
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): If that were true I would be 30lbs lighter and way happier. The high dose of seroquel is why I'm so big and also probably the baby.
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): You also don't understand the drugs really sedate me- how can I be a good mom when I can barely take care of myself or the dogs? I'm just screwed it's not fair to the poor baby.
TARA→ Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): Hi Dr. Rhodes- My sister is almost out of her medication (Lexapro) and no longer has a psychiatrist for refills. She asked me to text you to see if you would ever be willing to see her.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I'm about to breakdown again- I should tell my psychiatrist but she will just tell me to take more seroquel.
TARA→ Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): So I really still haven't been sleeping well, throw up most nights and right now I'm feel pretty sad and depressed bc I'm just so tired and my body is so uncomfortable. I know you will probably say to take more seroquel but I'm just afraid I won't be able to function.
TARA→ Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): Ok like how much? I've been taking half a pill each day
→TARA Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): Is each pill 1mg? I don't have your chart open
→TARA Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): So take 1mg or even 1.5mg tonight to see if that helps your sleep if you don't want to take more seroquel
→TARA Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): Or we can add lithium
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): Im sorry- I know he's probably hiding it but I guarantee you things are so bad from him abusing the adderall. It's really sad- but I've just accepted the drugs and these delusions are his priority. I never ever thought this is the place he would be at with his daughter about to be born
→TARA Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): This place has been checked if fixture is normal Jon will then b ok with calling it drugs.
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy located at 395 COURT STREET. Please pick it up. Reply HELP for Help
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): You are right he is most likely fine. I don't know maybe I should just stop talking to him from this point on. He is very unwell and it's probably better he waits to see the baby after he's off the drugs and stable. What do you think? I don't want to do that, but he needs a hard check on reality
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): http://www.motherjones.com/politics/2015/09/alabama-chemical-endangerment-drug-war/
→TARA Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): He is not thinking on drugs
TARA→ NYC Friend AU (+19174129864): Here with me in Brooklyn and then back in sf- he's coming back tomorrow. He wanted me to stay there I decided to come back- but he's pretty much retired so he can be wherever. He's just been a nightmare since I've gotten pregnant- like abusing drugs and paranoid/delusional. It's hard
TARA→ LI Friend (+15164563276): I can imagine! Did you figure out a plan for your Dad? I'm ok really uncomfortable and sick. C-section is scheduled for Wednesday, January 31- I asked if they can do it earlier bc I'm so miserable!! They need a medical reason to do it any earlier so they said if they find one they will. Almost here ...
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): Been pretty bad - last night he went out with Chris Ochoa said that he poisoned him- he 100% thinks Chris Russian spy. Bryan slept on couch which made me really uncomfortable (but he left today back to sf). Neighbors are texting me asking me what is going on why people are outside- not happy with me...
→TARA Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): More medical bills arrived. When is he at all theses places. He better be 4 delivery. Try to hold out till then. He is exhausting. Delete delete
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): Isn't that a medical reason to accelerate?
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy located at 395 COURT STREET. Please pick it up. Reply HELP for Help
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): I still haven't slept waiting for seroquel if I don't pick up in an
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy located at 395 COURT STREET. Please pick it up. Reply HELP for Help
TARA→ Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): Hi Dr. Rhodes- can't really talk bc people in and out of room but I am doing fine. Took my seroquel super late (like 5am), so still groggy from that. They said they can't fill a script of adderall here, that I should take my own and notify them, but my sister will not give it to me. Not sure if you ...
→TARA Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): Make sure you sleep tonight. Take more seroquel if you need to
→TARA Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): And don't be afraid to ask for more seroquel if you can't sleep. I want you knocked out
TARA→ Westchester Friend AI (+19145579475): Yes everything ok she's super healthy I think! No signs of withdrawal from my drugs. She has been with me since 10am and hasn't cried once!!
TARA→ Aunt (Nurse) (+19142629242): They said they should to give the pain medication? What do you think?
TARA→ Contact #91 (+13472043640): My blood pressure has been high the past two days- they put me on a medication but I may need to stay another night if it goes back up. I will keep you posted as soon as I know, but may not need you until tomorrow.
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy. Pls pick it up. Check out i.cvs.com/ORgxOgr for more details. HELP for Help
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I have meds at cvs I need, have to bring prescription for blood pressure. I'm not well myself this stress is very dangerous for me. I don't have food and you ruined this apartment. I'm just totally crushed there are no words
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): If you truly love me and your daughter, then go get psychiatric help and get off drugs. I cannot see you or allow you to see her until you do- no questions not up for debate.
→TARA Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): The iron pill is $199 you don't need right?
TARA→ NYC Friend E (+19172444234): My dad was just blown away- steve was trying to explain to him this place has poison and spyware all over it. My dad just was shaking his head
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): Another pill from the doctor- it could be anything. I just said it looked like my adderall- I didn't know for sure. I honestly don't keep it in my wallet ever- slight slight chance in my bag but Steve raided it in the hospital and he would have found it.
→TARA Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): But the pill on floor was your adderrall right?
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): No I don't know that for sure- other pills are blue too
→TARA Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): Yeah she will be fine but poison control said we have to say for observation for 6-8 hours
→TARA Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): It needs to be said, but no you are not. You are letting a psychotic lunatic rule your data and nights just so you can get money from him when you already have money. You are taking drugs as they are no prescribed.
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): Ok well I need to stay away from you bc that's not true- I'm not taking any drugs as not prescribed. You have no idea what you are talking about- your being evil
→TARA Arizona Friend (+14803264584): Time to straighten up. Get off all these pills. Wake up n smell the coffee
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy. Pls pick it up. Check out i.cvs.com/66XEeq4 for more details. HELP for Help
TARA→ Dr. Rhodes (+19174941190): I need a new script for adderall- I'm also feeling really drowsy during the day, not sure if the seroquel is too high bc I'm already lost a lot of weight. Should I come see you this week? Or maybe talk on the phone would be easier.
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy. Pls pick it up. Check out i.cvs.com/RyOy9jO for more details. HELP for Help
→TARA Cindy (Cleaner) (+16463312567): Ha.ha.ha yup like I said she's healthy.and very good on medicine and kids.
TARA→ Brienne Walsh (phone) (+16467971407): Do you still want your pregnancy pillow? It takes a lot of storage
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I would like a full medical report and I will find out.
TARA→ Catherine Cutright (+14152690296): Oh really? I read amphetamine psychosis can sometimes be permanent- even off drugs. Have you ever seen that?
TARA→ Catherine Cutright (+14152690296): But he has moments of clarity where he acknowledges the drugs are part of it
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I've been thinking a lot- I need to speak to my therapist. I don't think you fully understand the torture you put me under when I was pregnant- you broke my heart. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat and the pain was so intense I had to take all these drugs. You still haven't even apologized and at tim...
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I am paying for your apartment, your health insurance, and most of your baby stuff. I have also paid the medical bills and most of the nanny bills.
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I can't pay for your house, medical bills, etc and 100% of staff at a house I don't life at.
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): Tell them I invited you to join me in SF but you declined. Tell them that I agreed to pay half of all expenses going forward in addition to the housing and medical care I already pay for.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): Need to take extra seroquel tonight now- thanks Steve. Thanks for destroying my life and stealing away any happiness. I have a rough road ahead of me.
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy located at 395 COURT STREET. Please pick it up. Reply HELP for Help
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): The home, trust, medical research, vacation, nanny, and closeness to gma is all for you and baby.
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy located at 395 COURT STREET. Please pick it up. Reply HELP for Help
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): I spend every day taking care of her, the dogs, my business- I don't get a moments rest- he sleep until 12 and does whatever he wants. He hasn't asked to talk to the baby or see a single picture of her- he hasn't asked for her medical records, the supplies she needs, anything
→TARA NYC Contact AS (+19176228734): Tara when the room seems.too hot turn off the heat or put the heater away from her keep Evie in the open space like in the living room dont put her in the baby jorn that make her soffocated keep her ftee in the pink pillow in the couch open the window alittle bit un the kitchen so evie can get fresh...
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): I've purchased a home, set up a trust, arranged for private jet travel and the best doctors at Stanford and UCSF children's hospital. That's in addition to taking care of your current housing and medical insurance. Stop making things worse and let me take care of you.
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): You haven't even given up your medication.
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): But I give up Tara. I thought a home, a trust, a family, top medical access and being free from expense would have been enough for you to make right decision.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph1) (+14156019897): I take my medication exactly as prescribed and have a top psychiatrist who specializes in motherhood.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I also need to find a doctor to medically clear to fly and I need to see my grandmother with the baby- it will break her heart if I don't.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): I'm trying to make a doctor appointment for myself on Monday, March 5th. I think I also could have fainted from the seroquel
TARA→ NYC Contact AS (+19176228734): Sorry didn't text you back last night- I think that happened where I dropped the glass because of my medication- seeing my doctor today - she needs to adjust my meds
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): Just sent Columbia the medical release form
→TARA Contact #166 (+13853367340): I completely understand how scary red alerts can be. Your eyes and ears are your best tools in this situation. If you believe the alert was real, I recommend that you contact your doctor and seek for medical assistance. If you believe the alert was false, I can help check sock fit. Let me know what ...
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): I also don't need to go to Hawaii- but I also seriously need to sleep at night my medication makes me really drowsy
TARA→ Mom&Dad (Walsh) (+15207305539): I just told my sister I am leaving and she is really mad- she said he can't be trusted, he left me when I was pregnant, he's a drug addict, he's unsafe
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, in 4 days your prescription QUE will be returned. Your Rx is ready for pickup at CVS Pharmacy. Details @ i.cvs.com/qnjqWYD.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): Being pregnant I needed love, care and serenity. I needed to be strong, healthy and stable to provide the best environment for a growing baby. What could have been a beautiful time of bonding and joy was turned into an absolute nightmare by you. You showed another side of yourself, you became the w...
TARA→ NYC Friend F (+16464012064): Jesse just made a good point we can bring drugs on the private jet lol- so you can bring your stuff
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): And $30k for your new medical plan here.
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): Lift things, get groceries, prescriptions
TARA→ Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): Maybe I just should stop taking my medications and you can deal with me and the baby
→TARA Contact #81 (287898): TARA, your pharmacist filled your prescription order at CVS Pharmacy. Pls pick it up. Check out i.cvs.com/nbPRZQE for more details. HELP for Help
→TARA Contact #179 (+14155211506): Hi Tara, video is fine. Please go to: https://doxy.me/erikpsynp. The Department of State is really strict about controlled medications and I can see that you recently had refill from Dr. Jennifer Rhodes (212) 562-4678, filled CVS Albany in Brooklyn 718-222-1193? Any way, just wanted to give you a h...
TARA→ Contact #179 (+14155211506): Yes she prescribed me the adderall/Ativan I believe February 9th? I can look at the script bottle. Obviously not seeing her anymore as I moved here.
→TARA Stephen Russell (Ph2) (+14159993944): ADHD at 12-13 Wellbutrin then Ritalin Diagnosed with bipolar 1 at 16. Couldn't sit still. Initially give Tegratol - anti seizure and but took off Wellbutrin. Kept rage issues...threatened to kill mom...manic would shoplift. Still on Ritalin when sent reform school. 17-18 bipolar 1. That is when T...
Category: Drugging & Poisoning Evidence
Relevance: Shows pattern of medication use, medication management, accusations of poisoning, references to substance abuse, and medical concerns during pregnancy (March 2017 - March 2018)
Related Evidence: IMSG-004 (Mental Health), IMSG-005 (Hospital/Medical)